Hiding out. Hiding out.

I'm not sure what I'm attracting. New things. Strange things. Things of substance, I think. Fleeting things. Springtime always does this...the warmth seeps in and I am inspired.

But tonight I'm not so inspired. My emotions are exhausted. It's warm, and I walked through the moonlit campus, and it was really nice. That's an understatement. I guess I do define myself by my actions. Maybe I should define myself by my feelings. In that sense, I am elated and exhausted at the same time. I feel the pull of the moon, it's tugging at my heart strings. It's telling me to go do things. Maybe spring will bring much needed change. Scary. But I need it. But I don't want to have to make any decisions. I want them to be made for me. How lazy. Can't life just be easy like that? Point me in the right direction and I shall go!

Anyway. My emotions. I am not satisfied. My emotions are not satisfied with my circumstances. Hm...
Now what?